This is a very personal poem about my childhood in Topsham:
Beneath the lintel of this walled up gate,
I scarce could fit at eight years old. But there
Within this narrow frame, I first laid sight
On this enchanted place, became aware
Of how each tide could bring a different view.
At first I saw but water, mud and birds,
But step by step I learnt – am learning still –
How when the Exe is low and undisturbed,
The avocet may sweep from side to side,
Or oystercatcher probe with painted bill,
While far away the curlew’s plaintive cry
Competes with herring gulls so loud and shrill,
Until the tide – inevitably – will turn,
And all will fly away on flashing wing,
Perhaps to feed or find a different home,
As each new year plays out from spring to spring.
This was my consolation, and my joy,
When as so often lonely and confused,
For sometimes when the summer day declined,
The whole scene was with golden fire diffused,
And I would sense the infinite beyond.
And yet not only then – for when a cold
Grey winter mist entwined my heart, the far
Horizon, indistinct, would be dissolved,
As at high tide river, sky completely merged
And only passing trains disturbed the peace.
Although I also found a different home,
I always treasured memories such as these
And vowed one day I would at last return.
By the grace of God I fulfilled this vow,
And though so many tides have ebbed and flowed,
This childhood scene is still as wondrous now.